Without telling her family, Elyria takes a one-way flight to New Zealand, abruptly leaving her stable but unfulfilling life in Manhattan. As her husband scrambles to figure out what happened to her, Elyria hurtles into the unknown, testing fate by hitchhiking, tacitly being swept into the lives of strangers, and sleeping in fields, forests, and public parks.
Her risky and often surreal encounters with the people and wildlife of New Zealand propel Elyria deeper into her deteriorating mind. Haunted by her sister’s death and consumed by an inner violence, her growing rage remains so expertly concealed that those who meet her sense nothing unwell. This discord between her inner and outer reality leads her to another obsession: If her truest self is invisible and unknowable to others, is she even alive?
The risks Elyria takes on her journey are paralleled by the risks Catherine Lacey takes on the page. In urgent, spiraling prose she whittles away at the rage within Elyria and exposes the very real, very knowable anxiety of the human condition. And yet somehow Lacey manages to poke fun at her unrelenting self-consciousness, her high-stakes search for the dark heart of the self. In the spirit of Haruki Murakami and Amelia Gray, Nobody Is Ever Missing is full of mordant humor and uncanny insights, as Elyria waffles between obsession and numbness in the face of love, loss, danger, and self-knowledge.
There might be people in this world who can read minds against their will and if that kind of person exists I am pretty sure my husband is one of them. I think this because of what happened the week I knew I’d be leaving soon, but he didn’t know; I knew I needed to tell him this but I couldn’t imagine any possible way to get my mouth to make those words, and since my husband can unintentionally read minds, he drank a good deal more than usual that week, jars of gin mostly, but tall beers from the deli, too. He’d walk in sipping a can hidden in a paper
"A dense, subtle series of meditations on domestication, estrangement, wildness, and above all, loss and absence." —David Shields, author of How Literature Saved My Life and coauthor of Salinger
"Catherine Lacey has a magic voice like none I’ve ever read before. An unknown cousin of both David Markson’s Wittgenstein’s Mistress and Marilynne Robinson’s Housekeeping, Nobody Is Ever Missing is a fabulously intelligent and witty book, and also a very moving one." —Rivka Galchen, author of American Innovations"This book lives and breathes. It is a squall and Catherine Lacey is a force." —Amelia Gray, author of Threats"A dark, precise jewel of a novel that does what every piece of writing should: cast a subtly new light on the world around us." —John Wray, author of Lowboy