QUESO
Watching the news on television, Marcos yelled, “That anchor’s face ain’t real,” and hurled an empty glass. The glass bounced off the TV screen and, curiously, neither shattered. Pissed as hell, he walked to the kitchen and brushed his teeth over the sink.
It rained as he got on the bus and Marcos scanned his found student ID that let him ride for free.
At the job interview the general manager asked him to describe his talents and ambitions in the most creative, non-misogynist way, and explain why she should give him the job.
Marcos said to her, “Willie was the only other Mexican in east Kingsville, and one day he held a ripe red orange to a butcher’s nose and made him describe the smell of the motherland on his fingers. The butcher was also Mexican, of no relation.”
“Very good,” said the general manager, marking off a box in her notes. “Now, here at this job we are a tightly knit community. On a scale of one to ten, how would you describe your collaboration with others upon encountering a tough situation?”
“Well, first you wring the neck of the big turkey till it flops. Then you make a soup from the rest and feed it to the others, slowly watching them eat, greedily offering them more water and more bread. Wait until afterward to bring up their sisters and the war.”
“Excellent, Mr. Marcos. And, using the same scale of one to ten, tell me something you think you could improve, either in your work ethic or personal integrity.”
“There’s nothing safer than a shark to ride. Tape notes under the table, I’ll learn the ropes, the insides and outsides of this trade. Just give me the chance and I’ll have a mind for the books and how to make money disappear. Piles will wheelbarrow out the back or from the bottle and you’ll never even know. Then I’ll bring the horses in and forget about it. Gimme the pies, give ’em.”
“All right, Mr. Marcos. Looks like we got what we need. Thank you so much for the opportunity to interview you. We’ll get back to you by the end of the day.”
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When the boss read the application he thought out loud to himself, “All I want is to have a place where anybody can just walk right in and order a bowl of melted cheese. And we’ll throw in some spices for flavor. They’ll be served with hardened, broken tortillas. Chips, we’ll call them. And people can dip the hardened tortilla chips into this melted cheese when they’re having a good time. We’ll call the cheese queso. Not pronounced Mexican, but ‘kay-so.’ The trick, I’ve learned from the best, is that you gotta co-opt their culture. Hijack it, and sell them back a cheaper version. An authentic experience that’s better, faster than the real thing. We’ll also make our version of what they call breakfast tacos, and serve them round the clock. To save time, the tortillas will be pre-made. Possibly purchased in bulk and at a discount from a provider. The eggs, they’ll have to be already cracked in a container, and poured on the grill upon getting ordered. This touch is important. It is what will let us advertise them as ‘fresh.’ Every taco will also come sprinkled with cheese. Unless otherwise specified, the standard is that every taco will be topped off with this cheese. American. And just shredded over, but pre-shredded, also. The American cheese will have to be pre-shredded. Yes. That goes without saying. And this young man, he’s going to be the one grilling them. We’ll start him on the graveyard shift and take it from there.”
THE SCIENCE FAIR PROTEST
When the new gangsters got elected and took control, atoms could no longer be said to be the smallest form of matter. So anytime you sawed off a hunk of wood and chopped it to its smallest possible point, it could no longer be said that you’d made an atom out of wood, but instead, Wow, that hunk of wood is now beyond microscopic.
Now, I’m no science teacher, but one of my neighbors at the time was, and the second night of the Science Fair Protest he came knocking on my screen door with a case of beer from across the border, which I found odd because I’d never known him to be a drinker.
“Efe,” he said, “I have to ask for a huge favor. I’m meeting someone who’s bringing me a document I need. We’re making a trade for this case of beer. I’m thinking it’s too risky at my place. Can they come over here, you think?”
I didn’t see the harm in it, but first asked what kind of document he was expecting.
“You’ll see,” he said.
My neighbor’s name was Ram. He taught biology to eighth graders at Bexar Middle School and was around my age. I’ll never get used to anybody my age being a teacher; we always seem to have a lot more growing up to do ourselves.
The clamor and hooting crackled from the streets as if from a distant forest fire—for all we knew something really could’ve caught fire. Then, as if reading my mind, Ram said, “I’m glad these protests have been for the most part peaceful.”
Twenty-five minutes or so later a young man in a backward cap and baggy clothes knocked on my screen door. He was with a woman—the tallest woman I’d ever seen. Taller than me, and I’m over six feet. She was stylish and made-up like she was going clubbing, but maybe she dressed this way always, in a gray miniskirt and shiny black shoes. Under her partner’s arm was a very conspicuous brown bag, and, standing below the seventy-five-watt light bulb hanging from my clicking ceiling fan, he pulled out a shrink-wrapped vinyl record. It was an original pressing of an album by seventies music sensation Xavier Felipe, known in certain circles of jukebox pop as the Mexican Neil Diamond. The record was his fourth release, titled after its hit single, “Volver a Vivir.”
I pulled out all the milk crates and chairs for my guests, before dusting off the record player and fiddling with the wonky stylus. Ram started getting jumpy when I couldn’t figure out how to tighten it, so he requested to give it a try.
“Your screwdriver is too big,” he said. Ram was getting nervous and sweaty, as Charlie, the young man, cracked open a beer for himself and Verona, the extremely tall woman.
When Verona saw we were having a hard time, she asked what the problem was, and, using a tiny screwdriver from a wooden case in her handbag, she tightened the stylus, started up the machine, and slid the record onto it. The opening chords of the first track were a glorious moment, and Ram and I expressed our gratitude to her.
The four of us sat in my tiny living room drinking and listening to Xavier Felipe like he’d suddenly become our religion. As the beers continued popping, we kept turning over the record. Though I was the only one who really spoke Spanish, the four of us learned all the songs as we got drunker, and they gradually became very personal to us.
Ram’s energy began to dim, and as we got another suitcase of beer going he was the first to get political when he said, “These new gangsters, I don’t know about them, Efe. They want to change the way everyone thinks.”
This is true, I remember saying to myself. It was easy for me to forget, being wrapped up in my own life, but now that the new gangsters had come into power, Ram had a lot to lose, with him being an instructor of science—biology, no less, which had recently become a very open target in the discourse with the new gangsters. I tried to think of something intelligent I could say, and like a fool asked how this would affect his curriculum.
“Get this,” he said. “Instead of having regular lab hours once a week, we are going to have class outside on a field and play this game called Stick and Ball. Are you familiar? It’s when you have a stick, and not really a ball, but a big rock. And with one hand you throw the rock in the air, and with the one holding the stick you try to whack it. As far as you can.”
I don’t know why, but hearing this, I was rather impressed that biology—a class I’d had to take at least twice in my limited academic life—was being replaced with this Stick and Ball game.
Once Ram finally got the politics talk out of his system, we all kept getting drunker while the Mexican Neil Diamond lived up to his name—that rugged voice, hinting at a working-class background; his catchy hooks and backing wall of session musicians, who probably doubled as hired killers. The four of us sang out loud, then took turns standing in the middle of the living room, each of us doing our best impression and lip-synching to Xavier Felipe.
I took advantage of the fact that we were at my place and got smashed and somewhere along the way blacked out. When I came to, everything was silent, my screen door was wide open, and on my floor were the young man and Verona dry humping and making out. I crept into my room, shut the door, and before passing out again imagined myself throwing a rock into the air, and with a stick trying to hit it.
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Copyright © 2022 by Fernando A. Flores