CHAPTER 1
To: [email protected], [email protected]
From: hgraff%[email protected]
Subj: When Andrew Returns Home
Dear John Paul and Theresa Wiggin,
You understand that during the recent attempt by the Warsaw Pact to take over the International Fleet, our sole concern at EducAdmin was the safety of the children. Now we are finally able to begin working out the logistics of sending the children home.
We assure you that Andrew will be provided with continuous surveillance and an active bodyguard throughout his transfer from the I.F. to American government control. We are still negotiating the degree to which the I.F. will continue to provide protection after the transfer.
Every effort is being made by EducAdmin to assure that Andrew will be able to return to the most normal childhood possible. However, I wish your advice about whether he should be retained here in isolation until the conclusion of the inquiries into EducAdmin actions during the late campaign. It is quite likely that testimony will be offered that depicts Andrew and his actions in damaging ways, in order to attack EducAdmin through him (and the other children). Here at IFCom we can keep him from hearing the worst of it; on Earth, no such protection will be possible and it is likelier that he will be called to “testify.”
Hyrum Graff
Theresa Wiggin was sitting up in bed, holding her printout of Graff’s letter. “‘Called to “testify.”’ Which means putting him on exhibit as—what, a hero? More likely a monster, since we already have various senators decrying the exploitation of children.”
“That’ll teach him to save the human race,” said her husband, John Paul.
“This is not a time for flippancy.”
“Theresa, be reasonable,” said John Paul. “I want Ender home as much as you do.”
“No you don’t,” said Theresa fiercely. “You don’t ache with the need for him every day.” Even as she said it she knew she was being unfair to him, and she covered her eyes and shook her head.
To his credit, he understood and didn’t argue with her about what he did and did not feel. “You can never have the years they’ve taken, Theresa. He’s not the boy we knew.”
“Then we’ll get to know the boy he is. Here. In our home.”
“Surrounded by guards.”
“That’s the part I refuse to accept. Who would want to hurt him?”
John Paul set down the book he was no longer pretending to read. “Theresa, you’re the smartest person I know.”
“He’s a child!”
“He won a war against incredibly superior forces.”
“He fired off one weapon. Which he did not design or deploy.”
“He got that weapon into firing range.”
“The formics are gone! He’s a hero, he’s not in danger.”
“All right, Theresa, he’s a hero. How is he going to go to middle school? What eighth-grade teacher is ready for him? What school dance is he going to be ready for?”
“It will take time. But here, with his family—”
“Yes, we’re such a warm, welcoming group of people, a love nest into which he’ll fit so easily.”
“We do love each other!”
“Theresa, Colonel Graff is only trying to warn us that Ender isn’t just our son.”
“He’s nobody else’s son.”
“You know who wants to kill our son.”
“No, I don’t.”
“Every government that thinks of American military power as an obstacle to their plans.”
“But Ender isn’t going to be in the military, he’s going to be—”
“This week he won’t be in the American military. Maybe. He won a war at the age of twelve, Theresa. What makes you think he won’t be drafted by our benevolent and democratic government the moment he gets back to Earth? Or put into protective custody? Maybe they’ll let us go with him and maybe they won’t.”
Theresa let the tears flow down her cheeks. “So you’re saying that when he left here we lost him forever.”
“I’m saying that when your child goes off to war, you will never get him back. Not as he was, not the same boy. Changed, if he comes back at all. So let me ask you. Do you want him to go where he’s in the greatest danger, or to stay where he’s relatively safe?”
“You think Graff is trying to get us to tell him to keep Ender with him out there in space.”
“I think Graff cares what happens to Ender, and he’s letting us know—without actually saying it, because every letter he sends can be used against him in court—that Ender is in terrible danger. Not ten minutes after Ender’s victory, the Russians made their brutal play for control of the I.F. Their soldiers killed thousands of fleet officers before the I.F. was able to force their surrender. What would they have done if they had won? Brought Ender home and put on a big parade for him?”
Theresa knew all of this. She had known it, viscerally at least, from the moment she read Graff’s letter. No, she had known it even before, had known it with a sick dread as soon as she heard that the Formic War was over. He would not be coming home.
She felt John Paul’s hand on her shoulder. She shrugged it off. His hand returned, stroking her arm as she lay there, facing away from him, crying because she knew she had already lost the argument, crying because she wasn’t even on her own side in their quarrel.
“We knew when he was born that he didn’t belong to us.”
“He does belong to us.”
“If he comes home, his life belongs to whatever government has the power to protect him and use him—or kill him. He’s the single most important asset surviving from the war. The great weapon. That’s all he’ll be—that and such a celebrity he can’t possibly have a normal childhood anyway. And would we be much help, Theresa? Do we understand what his life has been for the past seven years? What kind of parents can we be to the boy—the man—that he’s become?”
“We would be wonderful,” she said.
“And we know this because we’re such perfect parents for the children we have at home with us.”
Theresa rolled onto her back. “Oh, dear. Poor Peter. It must be killing him that Ender might come home.”
“Take the wind right out of his sails.”
“Oh, I’m not sure of that,” said Theresa. “I bet Peter is already figuring out how to exploit Ender’s return.”
“Until he finds out that Ender is much too clever to be exploited.”
“What preparation does Ender have for politics? He’s been in the military all this time.”
John Paul chuckled.
“All right, yes, of course the military is just as political as government.”
“But you’re right,” said John Paul. “Ender’s had protection there, people who intended to exploit him, yes, but he hasn’t had to do any bureaucratic fighting for himself. He’s probably a babe in the woods when it comes to maneuvering like that.”
“So Peter really could use him?”
“That’s not what worries me. What worries me is what Peter will do when he finds out that he can’t use him.”
Theresa sat back up and faced her husband. “You can’t think Peter would raise a hand against Ender!”
“Peter doesn’t raise his own hand to do anything difficult or dangerous. You know how he’s been using Valentine.”
“Only because she lets him use her.”
“Exactly my point,” said John Paul.
“Ender is not in danger from his own family.”
“Theresa, we have to decide: What’s best for Ender? What’s best for Peter and Valentine? What’s best for the future of the world?”
“Sitting here on our bed, in the middle of the night, the two of us are deciding the fate of the world?”
“When we conceived little Andrew, my dear, we decided the fate of the world.”
Copyright © 2008 by Orson Scott Card
